Dedication, part I.

To the girl whose words made me fall.

I fell in love with your words.
So this one is for you.

Never Be Her

I’ll never be her – the one you crave so badly. Even if I may be exactly what you need. But here I am, longing for something that will never have a chance to blossom. Dreaming of a fantasy that will never come true.

— Because I’ll never be her.

Baby Steps

You wake up and the melancholy consumes you. All you want is to turn off the lights, tug the blanket tighter around your body, numb the pain, silence the world for just a little longer.

But you don’t.

You get out of bed, make it neat and tidy. Strip down and climb under the stream of the warm water. You towel off, brush your hair, throw on clothes, apply your makeup, put on a coat, climb into your car.

And you think to yourself… I did it.
It was a small victory, but it was a baby step.

And those matter.

You Wanted More

I knew it would happen,
It was never supposed to be a surprise

Hell, you even warned me
You couldn’t be there forever

But that doesn’t help cushion the fall
When the world keeps crumbling
And my best friend is no longer by my side

But you wanted more
And I could never be what you needed

And now that you’re gone
Do you even realize you took a part of me with you?